Saturday, March 12, 2011

Trapped and only my Father can lift me up!

 Its amazing how sneaky the devil can be and how the world can overcome you so quickly. These past couple weeks I have felt trapped by the world and I have caught myself falling back into distractions that lead me away from solely keeping my eyes upon God.  My mind can not be still, I am either thinking about my lesson plans that I need to do for tomorrow, or the day after, or the week after, and I worry over them going well. Or I worry about my passport and visa and if they will make it on time. Or I worry about money and how I will afford anything when I return home. Or I worry about not having enough time to do go for a run, or read, or take a nap. I have found myself occupying the time I am given with facebook, or skype, or email, or movies. So I decided for the next week I am fasting from all of the above and just focusing on the Lord. I am going to be out of contact with everyone (yes even Courtney) for one week, starting on Monday (since we have a meeting with the government this weekend). Everything can be put on hold as long as it’s for the Lord. So if you do not hear from me I AM OK!! J But I need to be refreshed and spent sometime with my Father, otherwise I will not be able to continue off the strength my father gives me but I will be relying on my own strength and power (which never goes well.) Love you all, miss you, praying for you! If you have any prayers I can be praying for this week please let me know before Monday so that I can be praying throughout the week! 

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